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Posted on 2006.03.09 at 23:52
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Jesus Take the Wheel - Carrie Underwood
I know people always just come out and say that they're sick of their life and all of that...hell...I'm sure I've probably said that before...but I've never felt that statement to be more true than now.

I don't think that I can cry anymore than I already have. Not only is school not going the way that I wanted it...and not only can i not find a job that I want that is still in Syracuse, I'm forced to deal with 2 family member having cancer...yet again...my family is plagued by cancer...I seriously can't win. My aunt peg was diagnoised with skin cancer...I guess it's not that bad...but tis' the point...

but the one that's hitting me the hardest is that my grandpa...who mind you...just suffered a minor stroke in like december I think...now has lung cancer. LUNG CANCER! and...to make matters worse...he's getting worse...there is nothing they can do for them...so I literally have to watch my grandpa die...and it SUCKS! this man was the one who took me and my mom in...when we had nowhere to go when we left my father...he was the one that always told me that I could do whatever I set my mind to...he was the one who furthered my NASCAR obsession...he took me out to vote and had political discussions with me when I finally turned 18...he taught me how to LOVE the water and how to sail/boat...this man...he was my everything...I learned how to crawl out of my crib when I was a baby to go down to his apartment in the house so he would cook me breakfast! thatis talent...I was his twin when I was born...I know that he wasn't the best person his whole life...but he was my dziadek...this man is where everyone says i get my polish nose and my big polish head...and the reason that I have my attitude and stubborness...I really really really don't know what I am goin to do with out him...and it really really really hurts to know that he won't make it to my graduation...this is the one thing that he wanted more than anything...was to see me graduate...and he won't now...

let me tell you though...I have NEVER felt the need to do well in school so I can make him proud as I do right now...

gosh...I am just sooo sick of hurting...and being hurt...and being sad...it sucks...a lot

Posted on 2005.11.29 at 23:14
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: Random Christmas Music
So I figure I gotta tell my random event that occurred today up at school. I was walking into Schine today and I could have sworn that I saw Dan...as in Heinrich...so I was kind of yelling his name a little bit...reach the guy...and low and behold...it was not Dan...however...he did tell me that his name was Josh and that I could call out for him anytime I wanted! lol...nice I tell ya...

that's really all..lol...I know...random isn't it? I was trying to figure out why Dan was up on SU's campus during the day anyways!

Posted on 2005.11.23 at 12:10
You scored 58% Organization, 45% abstract, and 55% extroverted!
This test measured 3 variables.

First, this test measured how organized you are. Some muppets like Cookie Monster make big messes, while others like Bert are quite anal about things being clean.

Second, this test measured if you prefer a concrete or an abstract viewpoint. For the purposes of this test, concrete people are considered to gravitate more to mathematical and logical approaches, whereas abstract people are more the dreamers and artistic type.

Third, this test measured if you are more of an introvert or an extrovert. By definition, an introvert concentrates more on herself and an extrovert focuses more on others. In this test an introvert was somebody that either tends to spend more time alone or thinks more about herself.

You are somewhat organized, both concrete and abstract, and both introverted and extroverted.

I bet you didn't think you were Snuffleupagus. Let's find out why.

You are both somewhat organized. You have a good idea where you put things and you probably keep your place reasonably clean. You aren't totally obsessed with neatness though. Alloyius Snuffleupagus (and all Snuffleupagus') is not sloppy by nature, but he moves so incredibly slowly that it is impossible for him to be totally organized.

You both are about equally concrete and abstract thinkers. You have a good balance in your life. You know when to be logical at times, but you also aren't afraid to explore your dreams and desires... within limits of course. Snuffy generally has very basic interests, but he explores his abstract sensitive side when he plays his snuffleflute.

You both are somewhat introverted. Originally Snuffleupagus was very shy and was only Big Bird's invisible friend. However as he has aged he has started to build new friendships with new characters. Like Snuffy, you probably like to have some time to yourself. However, you do appreciate spending time with your friends, and you aren't scared of social situations.

The other possible characters are
Oscar the Grouch
Big Bird
Cookie Monster
Kermit the Frog
The Count
Guy Smiley

If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also if you want to tell me your favorite Sesame Street character, I can total them up and post them here. Perhaps your choice will win!

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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You scored higher than 55% on Organization

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You scored higher than 31% on concrete-abstra

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You scored higher than 37% on intro-extrovert
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Posted on 2005.11.17 at 13:58
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: Check On It - Beyonce ft Slim Thug
So...now I realize one of those things that I really don't like about commuting up to school and not by car...it's that one I'm here...I'm fricken STUCK here if something gets out earlier or yadda yadda...because right now...I've been out of my lab for about 30 minutes...and it's supposed to go until 4...and I don't work until 5...or so it's supposed to be 5...but since I have nothing else to do...I go in at 4! yea...I know...so I have nothing to do...but to update this and do nothing on a computer for the next 2 hours...great times...

First...can I just say how much I have going on right now?? there is just way too much to do...my BIO lab report...for my favorite class...NOT....ANIMAL PHYSIOLOGICAL ECOLOGY LAB...is so crappy...I only have about 30 pages of it done right now...and it's not that great...but I don't really care right now...I'm just going to be so excited when I finally finish the damn thing!

My SOC 400 paper...yea...that thing...I haven't even started it yet!! I have my topic...but I don't really like my topic anymore...so I don't know...but I do know that I better really get going on it because it's supposed to be like 20 pages I think...and I'm going to be trying to do it about the American Indian Movement...but I think I need to tone that down a notch...because that covers soo much...

I'm so behind in my one ANT class..because it bugs me...I love the class...but we have to post the papers online and I ALWAYS forget...so then I miss that chance...I seriously...suck...

My other ANT class is actually going really well...I quite enjoy it...it's Race, Ethinicity and Citites...I actually have an A going on in that class right now...got an A- on my first test and an A+ on my 2nd test...and an A on my Book review...I only have the Final and another book review to go...which I'm doing on the book "Why White Kids Love Hip-Hop: Wankstas, Wiggers, Wannabes, an the New Reality of Race in America" and I'm not going to lie...I'm quite liking it!

PHysics...sucks...I hated it in high school and I really hate it now...the only bonus is that I got to play with Liquid Nitrogen yesterday during lab...can't beat that!

STATS...I have another major test in that tonight...this is another reason why I'm so mad about getting out of class early...because had I known this would happen...my ass would have been able to make it one of the other optional test times for the people who couldn't go to the one tonight...which I really didn't want to do because the test is from 7-9....and that means I'm going to have to take a taxi home...because there is no way in hell that I am going to go and try taking a bus downtown that late at night...

and work is work still..lol...I have this little thing going on with the Milk-man...I kid you not...he asks about me when he doesn't see me...it's kind of amusing! lol

my schedule for next semester blows major balls too...I'm in school too long and going to work even longer...figures

everything else right now is kind of crazy too...I'm trying to be friends with my friend...but when we went ot his house to see a movie...and he said something like we can either watch this movie or make out...I was a little peeved...the other friend situation...going better hopefully...

and I'm really pissed at this girl named AMY...I didn't like her to begin with and then she went and hurt my big brothers heart...yea...I'm definately not liking her right now...

yea...that's all for now...just some stuff...damn this being bored...ohhh...but I did find this:

Your Penis Name is: Ivan the Terrible

Get your own Penis Name

now that's definately fun to know!!

Figured Everyone else did it...

Posted on 2005.11.10 at 14:58
Current Mood: hungryhungry
Current Music: All American Rejects - Dirty Little Secret
You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three.


Captain Jack Sparrow




James Bond, Agent 007


Lara Croft


Indiana Jones


The Amazing Spider-Man


Batman, the Dark Knight


William Wallace


The Terminator


El Zorro


Neo, the "One"


Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
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Still trying to figure out if this is good or not...

Posted on 2005.10.26 at 22:58
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: Fall Out Boy - Dance, Dance
so...I was procrasinating and did another one of these random quizes!

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Posted on 2005.10.15 at 00:23
Current Mood: deviousdevious
Current Music: U2 - Beautiful Day
So tonight was fun...Even though it's like this long after my 21st birthday...tonight was like the first time i've gone out since then...and I gotta say...had myself some fun. How many times am I going to chat up with a cop? lol...then kiss one? it was just random and funny...just a good night

plus...I got to see someone who I havent' seen in a while...who is looking very good...so that was pleasant...that's all...

ps...still haven't found a drink that I love yet...any suggestions??

Birthplace:Syracuse, New York
Current Location:Syracuse, New York
Eye Color:Blue
Hair Color:Dirty Blonde
Right Handed or Left Handed:Righty
Your Heritage:Irish, Polish, and some other stuff
The Shoes You Wore Today:Timberland boots
Your Weakness:Sometimes I put other people before myself
Your Fears:Never truly being loved or being in love...and dying alone.
Your Perfect Pizza:Pepperoni and black olives with extra cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:To actually graduate from SU...and to kinda figure out what I want to do after SU
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:"lol" or "haha"
Thoughts First Waking Up:Do I actually have to wake up?
Your Best Physical Feature:I don't know if I have one
Your Bedtime:Depends on the day...either around 12 or around 11
Your Most Missed Memory:Being close with friends and family
Pepsi or Coke:Doesn't matter as long as it has a Wild Cherry or a Cherry in front of it
MacDonalds or Burger King:Depends...I prefer Burger Kings Fries...and everything else...McDonalds
Single or Group Dates:Either or...depends on how comfortable I am with the other person
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:Neither
Do you Smoke:Nope
Do you Swear:Oh yea...I think I have a sailors mouth
Do you Sing:lol...I do it when no one else is around
Do you Shower Daily:Of course...gotta stay so fresh and so clean!
Have you Been in Love:Can't say that I have...
Do you want to go to College:I'm in college, so I'm guessing that's a yes..
Do you want to get Married:Of course...one day...I hope
Do you belive in yourself:Depends on what situation I'm put in...
Do you get Motion Sickness:I haven't yet
Do you think you are Attractive:Again...depends on what kind of situation I'm put in! lol
Are you a Health Freak:I really am not...I love some junk food just way too much
Do you get along with your Parents:I love my momma to death!! my father and I just don't get along as much since he's a jackass alcoholic
Do you like Thunderstorms:I actually do...I love to watch them
Do you play an Instrument:umm....no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:hahah...yes
In the past month have you Smoked:no...don't like that
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no...don't like that
In the past month have you gone on a Date:umm...I don't remember the last time I went on a real date...how bad is that???
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:of course I did
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:nooo more sushi!!!
In the past month have you been on Stage:why would I be?
In the past month have you been Dumped:Didn't have anyone to dump me
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:I don't steal...I borrow...but no
Ever been Drunk:I have...very very long ago
Ever been called a Tease:seriously...who hasn't??
Ever been Beaten up:I can't say that I have
Ever Shoplifted:me...shoplift?? psh...I'm too good
How do you want to Die:With the knowledge that I'm going to die so I can say goodbye to all those I hopefully loved throughout my life
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:I really, truly wish I knew. There are things I wish I could do...but nothing realistic...which isn't good at all
What country would you most like to Visit:Ireland...Australia...Italy...France...England...Egypt...and there's a lot more
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:I love guys with lighter eyes
Favourite Hair Color:anything ususally
Short or Long Hair:I prefer short to shaggy...but not long
Height:taller then me...usually it's over 5'8"
Weight:Weight is one of things that doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style:I like a person to dress how they like...but still put together...I love my ghetto guys...but i love the guys who wear the jeans and/or khakis with a button up...but they gotta look good
Number of Drugs I have taken:None
Number of CDs I own:I have no clue...I'm more of a buyer on iTunes now anyways
Number of Piercings:4 I think...all in my ears
Number of Tattoos:I have 2...one one each shoulder blade...with number 3 being the final planning stages
Number of things in my Past I Regret:I have done some bad things...but I've had a lot done to me...and they made me who I am today...so would I really want to change them??


Posted on 2005.10.03 at 12:54
Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: Daniel Powter - Bad Day
So I've been really bad about the whole updating thing, and I think I'll always be really bad at the whole updating thing! I just don't know when and when not to update it...oh well...

I'm really only doing this for a few things...1st off...I've already had a hell week seeing that I had 3 tests in one week. Thankfully though I got an 89 on my STATS test...who by the way...found out like just last week that Jen Smith is in my class...never knew...got an A on my ANT 312 Test and I got a 30/30 on my Physics test...which is by far the one I thought I would get ALL wrong!!

I've actually been kind of mean to one of my friends lately that calls to hang out and I just keep telling him that I'm too busy to do anything...which is some sense is very true...because I'm beyond busy and tired lately...but it's also because it's still weird hanging out with him after all of our drama in high school...but oh well...I called him to see if he wanted to hang out tonight before my week goes from okay to hell in 2.5 seconds!

but the best news I got was that I'm going to be an AUNT!! woo hoo...lol...as long as it's not me having the kid...I'm good! It's actually not my sister either...but it's my cousin Ashley, who since we're all so close will just have a baby that will be like my little niece or nephew...dont' know which yet...she has her next doctors appointment on Wednesday...should be some fun times...and some odd times...she's strong though...I know she can do it!

umm...what else.??? oh....like my best friend is now off and away in Ireland doing her Grad schooling at Trinity College...such a good school...and such a great country...wish I could be there instead of stuck at SU where I'm killing myself senior year taking 19 fricken credits!! ahh!!

oh well...that's what I get for doing what I'vebeen doing for the last 3 years!!

I think that's all...

gotta go get some lunch before I have to head off to SOC 400 where I have my nice 6 page paper due!!

Posted on 2005.08.19 at 16:48

Your Birthdate: August 12

Being born on the 12th day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.

The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.

There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes "couldn't care less" attitude.

You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.

Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.

You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.

You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.

Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about.

You are affectionate and loving - but very sensitive.

You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

some some of that is true...but soo not all of it

Posted on 2005.08.19 at 16:45
Current Mood: dorkydorky
Current Music: You're Beautiful - James Blunt
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